Ymartes, septiembre 05, 2006
I was not planning on writting this, but I don't know what else to do, I feel pretty shitty today, and I don't know if its because PMS or some hormonal thing, but... hell.. I feel so depressed right now... I wanna cry out loud all the shit that I have in my head... and just... make an explosion and forget everything and not feel anything, not the exhaust, not the weight in my shoulders, not the tiredness, not even the fucking stress that is eating me inside out...
And I don't want to worry you guys... it's not like I gonna commit suicide or something, but I just needed to write this down...
That's what I was debating myself in publishing in or not... I was pretty much starting to cry right now, and I just recieve a SMS from Ako, saying me 'Ganbare' and 'Cheers' and 'dont give up with work! I know you can!' stuff... do we have some kind of physic connection or something? Anyway, I fucking love her for being the best friend a yaoi fan girl can ever find, and Iam damn happy right now, for having her, and Iam laughing with tears in my eyes, How could I be so stupid to not see that I have a lot of things to be happy about?
I just bloody love you Ako, for being such a wonderful friend.
(and I know Iam all sissy right now, but I can't help it, so bare with it while it last :P )
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